Tomorrow will be the first time in 13 years I have been on a date with someone else. I had a breakdown last year, I thought my family would love and support me but they all turned their backs on me...I currently have no family. I feel alone but I have hope things will turn out good. My significant other started dating 2 days after we broke up. After 13 years I thought I was worth more to him but I was wrong. I'm now waiting to see if he'll talk to me so we can try to keep our family together. I know he's detached because he's banging someone else and unfortunately I am going to do the same to further detach myself once and for all from him. Over the years he broke me down in ways I never thought was possible. He called me a whore and ran me down my whole pregnancy. Right after our son was born he was addicted to pain killers at that point he was mentally and physically abusive.
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